Aku Bahagia je =)

2012-01-19T02:23:00.000+08:00

hypophrenia: A feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause.

2011-12-20T18:54:00.002+08:00

dah 2nd day tade cita daripada dia. orait akan kuat kan semangat. dah dua orang yang buat aku rasa macam ni. susah kan? haha. bunga bukan sekuntum kata orang. pedih memang pedih. tapi terima jela. bukanya tak biasa hidup sorang2 kan? tapi sebab dah spoil orang manjakan for certain period tetiba rase payah plak. haha. Pagi tadi pi kedai beli tv toshiba sebijik. Harap2 tv tuh leh melalaikan aku jap. tanak fikir pasal dia lg. chill fir. Allah syg kau insyaAllah. amin :)

2011-12-10T02:34:00.000+08:00

lets play the blame game. thx for breaking this fragile inner organ :)

2011-11-08T20:11:00.001+08:00

soooo betul! ^^

credit to ; Peter .

2011-11-03T02:02:00.002+08:00

It has been more than 4month since I've been another insignificant workforce in our nation. Its been a while and I am with a slow pace of mine getting this thing right. Trying to be friendly as I can. not sure if every one of them is comfortable with me. Alhamdulillah, I manage to be a nice colleague to them as them to me. Indeed, friend is very important in my type of work setting. This is because, to make everything run smoothly and as planned, teamwork is really vital. And I hope everything keep being this way. yeay! oh btw, Wanna wish u guys Selamat Hari Raya eidul Adha. jom balik kampung! hehe. mentang2 dapat cuti. tata. :P

Shila Hamzah - Patah Seribu .

2011-10-29T00:26:00.002+08:00

walau, kau tiada di sini
ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada bisikkan kata kepadaku
bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku
aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu
patah seribu hatiku
bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
haruskah ku lupa kerna
engkau telah pergi...
biar, pergimu tanpa relamu
namun hatiku tetap rasa
kejamnya kau meninggalkan ku
dengan nota-nota cinta buat kita berdua
bila kan kubisa menerima ketiadaanmu
kanku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan
sayang ku mohon padamu segera tinggalkanku
pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku
ohhh pergilahhh .

Patah seribu? am I? neva! :-B

2011-10-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

sedang aku sterika baju uniform aq untuk 8jam akan datang iaitu esok, seiring dengan lagu lelaki ini nyayian anuar zain. aku terfikir; bila lah nak ada orang yang boleh tolong ironkaan baju baju ni untuuk aq. smpai bila nak kene iron baju sendiri ?

.... bila nak jd kaya kan? boleh psang orang gaji. haahaa. tak nersyukur langsung. keje MA bnyak pahala ape

2011-10-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

Im still here .

Resus 4 . 13 of august .

2011-08-13T23:57:00.004+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

here i am again in my annoying little blog. Complaining about my sad life all over again. and yeah. i think you guys dont ever care bout it kan? haha. that is good though, coz the reason i'm writing this just with intention to ventilate my self so i can prevent myself from admitting to psychiatric ward or lunatic assylum anytime soon on never evarrr! :)

As the title goes. I have the hell'est time in resus today. 2 patient under my responsibilities. 1 of them safely pass to the other world, awaiting to meet Allah and the other one are still in the resus, I hope! i just felt i cant function well there. Im just went numb and everything went chaos. and everthing goes on till 10pm when im done writing a brought in dead case and went home after that when i supposely finish working at 9pm. and i felt currently down with myself. Im dissapointed of myself. Why i can work naturally in which i spend all my 3 years learning bout it? why?

*sigh*

But i really appreciated Sara Salleh, Redzuan, and Shuk for ur kindness by stopping to the hospital and give me sushi. Thx al thousand lemon tu my watown guys. U guys are really the best. Eventhough i seldom smile nowadays, but u guys still there to crack a joke and try to make smile. thx a lot guys. I think i can stand being single for my whole life coz of u guys lol :)

:)

2011-07-25T22:28:00.001+08:00

Plug In Stereo - But I can't

2011-07-24T13:33:00.001+08:00

Take me back to the days when I could not wait to wake up,
Weird hair, didn't care what to wear cause no matter what, I still felt loved.
Take me back to the days, when losing a game was the worst thing I knew.
Getting thrills off of little stuff that now, I just can't do.

I can't stand growing up, I'm going too fast.
Well just a second I miss my past.
Yeah being old has it's perks,
But I miss my old friends,
And the way the shit used to be
I wanna start again.

I can't stand growing up, I'm going too fast.
Well just a second I miss my past.
Yeah being old has it's perks,
But I miss my old friends,
And the way the shit used to be
I wanna start again.

I miss, everything.
I wish that you could.
Take me back to the days when school wasn't a chore.
Now I have to play hookie to hide from the things that I used to not want to ignore.
Take me back to, the world that I knew before, the love was taken.
Another smile drop, listen while time stops now...

I can't stand growing up, I'm going too fast.
Well just a second I miss my past.
Yeah being old has it's perks,
But I miss my old friends,
And the way the shit used to be
I wanna start again.

I can't stand growing up, I'm going too fast.
Well just a second I miss my past.
Yeah being old has it's perks,
But I miss my old friends,
And the way the shit used to be
I wanna start again.

Take me back to the days when I hated to fall asleep.
If I could I know I would spend a day under my sheets.
Take me back to the life, when I can know myself again.
I wish I could, I wish I could,
But I can't

early sunday.

2011-07-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

A proof that im still livin and breathin, so I guess I should better write in here. It's almost a month since I set foot on a journey of being a person that celebrate Labour Day. But, life is a learning process so everyday there's a lot of thing need to be melt down in the cerebrum. Working is fun as long you are enjoying it. But for now, Im okay with work but still didnt see the fun in it. But I think its okay since Im still new to the people in the ED. Hope everything gonna be great. amin.

This one month period is full with shock and supreise. A bitter news from my college, Lecturer Ahmad Khairuddin Ihsan passed away. Al-Fatihah to him. Plus, a month of pure problemo cause of my financial crisis HAHA. Bad! As Im writing this entry, there's only just RM1 in my wallet. The great thing is? Im living in KL where's everthing need money HAHA. Gonna go mad if I dont receive my salary by this coming monday. mengharap nih! huhu.

That's about it. Im gonna wrap this silly entry by wishing u guys all the best in life, have a pleasant sunday k? Live well or live hell, you choose! haha :P wish me luckQ!

2011-07-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

salah ke kalau lelaki menangis? :)

Random 3

2011-06-21T09:39:00.006+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Pejam celik hari nih dah 21hb june. Ya Allah, masa memang sekejap je tinggalkan kita. Rasa macam baru semalam je habis final exam :P Sekarang, aku dah kat kampung. Overall memang boleh berkawan dengan kucing lah kat sini. Mana tak, waktu nenek ngan atok aku tido aku berjaga lagi dengan mekeme2 ni pastu tido lewat. haila. Pastu subuh nenek aku bangkit bangun punya la payah. Subuh paling awal sekarang ni pun 6.45 am, gila betul. Lepas subuh start tido balik. Sekali ngn kucing seekor ni la. Ada seekor nih suka sangat tidur sekali dengan aku atas toto ni. Tahula aku penyayang. wakaka. Ni pun still menggiling macam tenggiling kat atas toto ni, terbaik punya kucing. Nak kemas pun payahh noo.

Waktu2 macam ni dulu time study lagi *padahal baru je habis* mesti tengah sebok ar nak kemas barang, cari apa yang patut. Pling heaven tunggu elaun an? haha. Pastu pergi pudu raya cari tiket bas (ni time sem 1 smpi 4 je) lepas tu bila dah advance skit (sem 5 & 6) call member2 ajak convoi balik ipoh sesame. Tp salunya aku akan balik sorang2, sebab aku selalu bertolak time malam. Yela tak duduk asrama kan? bebas lah nak balik bila2 pun. Tak ada guard yang nak tulis nama aku pun. huu. Tapi itu dulu, skrg still tunggu elaun. Elaun terakhir untuk aku. Elaun bulan 6 ni. Lepas ni officially bergelar penganggur sepenuh masa. Hell yeah! Denga kata pengambilan kakitangan awam akan dibekukan pengambilan baru selama 3 bulan iaitu sehingga 31hb ogos. So, mmg terbaik ah. Pokai la duk rumah. Serabut beb.

Aku rindu time Kolej Pembantu Perubatan Ulu Kinta (kppuk) dulu. Tapi sekarang tinggal sejarah, totally history. Sebab? kppuk pon dah jadi helaian dalam dokumen* lama sebab dah digabungkan dengan Kolej Kejururawatan Taiping and Ipoh dan di naik tarafkan menjadi Kolej Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu Ulu Kinta (KSKBuk) So, Alhamdulillah aku sempat habiskan pengajian kat kppuk dan secara tidak langsung menjadi batch terakhir yang membawa panji KPPUk. Bangga bercampur sedih beb. Mana taknya. Nnt orang tanya "kau belajar mana beb?" dengan bangga aku jawab " Aku belajar kat kppuk doe." pastu dia tanye, "Kat mana tu beb? tak pernah dengar pun? aku tahu ada KSKB je area situ?" hahaha tak touching ke kalau orang cakap camtu. haila.

Tempat belajar aku memang famous. satu Malaysia tahu kat mana, dalam cerita P.Ramlee 'Bujang Lapok' pun ada sebut dalam lirik lagu dia. Lagu ' Maafkan kami' tuu. Ala time deme nak mintak maaf kat cikgu tak ingat nama tu. haha. Time mula2 dulu time masuk sini memang kena bahan gak la dengan kawan2. Selalu dorang tanye "fir kau belajar dekat mana sekarang?" aku pun jawab, "Tanjung Rambutan" pergh! suma gelak! haha. yerps. KPPUK tu kat Tanjung Rambutan. berkongsi tempat dengan Hospital bahagia. haha! dulu macam tak suka lah bila orang tanya. Tapi sekarang jadi macam brand lak. Aku bangga beb jadi produk sana. Korang pun boleh nampak kat aku punye headline kan? Aku Bahagia jeeee? haha. Anyway lau usha entry aku yang lama2 mmg boleh jumpa post aku pasal tempat blaja aku kat sini. Tapi entahlah, rindu plak ase beb nak kena DERA lagi sekali kat sana. huhu :)

Anyway kalau ada junior2 aku yang terbaca entry nih. *ada ke?* Good luck ah kat korang. Sonok la belajar kat KSKB bru kan? lengkap. semua ada :) so, boleh ar korang belajar ngn selesa. Majukan proffession kita. Penolong Pegawai Perubatan. The unsung hero, Jack of all trade Master of none. Biarlah tak ada orang sanjung. Tapi InsyaAllah pintu untuk kita cari pahala mmg bersepah kalau kena caranya. :) to junior Student MA yang bakal masuk sem 1 ni kat KSKBuk. All the best. Blaja baik2. Study smart! Tak silap new intake 500 orang SMA sahaja. ramai tu. Bila dah bercampur dengan budak2 nurse jangan lupa belajar plak, bukan bercintan :P

ok ah beb. better stop before start touching. =.=

page KSKB.uk @ FB kalau korang nak tahu dengan lebih lanjut ye :)

Senario - Sebelum Dan Sesudah

2011-06-19T18:57:00.004+08:00

Sebelum remaja di belai ibubapa
Di beri apa yang minta
Sesudah remaja dia kenal dunia
Tak nak ikut cakap ibubapa

Sebelum dapat kerja
Janji tekun bekerja
Sudah diterima cuti dan MC saja

Belum dapat gaji
Nak jimat tak nak rugi
Sudah dapat gaji
Duit habis dijoli
Sudah dapat gaji
Duit habis dijoli
Habis dijoli
Di sana sini

Sebelum kahwin dia
Janji nak hidup sama
Sudah berumahtangga
Hilang entah ke mana

Katanya ke pejabat
Rupanya dia ligat
Cari-cari calon
Hendak cukupkan empat
Cari-cari calon
Hendak cukupkan empat

Dua dah dapat
Tiga dah dapat
Empat tak sempat

Sebelum bekeluarga
Jalan-jalan berpimpin tangan
Pegang bahu tak mahu lepas

Sesudah anak tiga
Dah mula rasa
Nak pimpin tangan isteri pun dah naik malas
Suami sebatu di depan isteri di belakang

Sebelum dapat susah
Dia tak ingat beribadah
Nak sedekah amal jariah
Sesudah dapat susah
Baru nak cari sejadah
Begitulah lazim sifat manusia

Hanya ingat Tuhan bila
Di dalam kesusahan
Elakkan diri dari bersifat demikian
Tuhan tidak suruh kita ikut perangai syaitan

p/s: tanak jadi macam lagu nih. mintak simpang. hahaha && Happy Fathers day! :)

Friendship: Tips For A Special Relationship

2011-06-14T15:10:00.004+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

friend.

Friendship is a most beautiful thing happened to human being. We all meet some people with whom we never had a kinship, but they become so special in our life that it becomes hard to live without them.

Let us see some points we should consider while playing a role in friendship. Many poets have described friendship as one of the most fascinating bond we ever make in our life. It's the most beautiful thing that happens to us.

Friendship is a relation that is entirely based on trust, belief of two friends in each other. We come across many things in our lives, about which we do not tell anything to people near and dear to us, but we freely tell everything to our friends. Many people find good friends but they fail to continue with their friendship, because they do not know their role as a friend.

Let us see some important points that we should take care of if we wish to be good friend for someone:

Be a secrete admirer of your friend:

If your friend is good at something then do not praise him/her in his/her presence. Praising a person for what he/she is good, does not improve his/her qualities, but can cause over-confidence to be induced in him/her, which surely will be harmful for your friend. A good friend should never miss an opportunity to praise his/her friend in front of others when he/she is not around.

Don't proved him/her wrong in public:

As it is important not to praise a friend openly in his/her presence, it is also very much important to abstain from proving him/her wrong in front of other people. Take him/her away from the crowd and let him/her know where he/she is wrong. There is no point in proving your friend wrong in other's presence; it will spoil your friend's image in other's view. And additionally your friendship will be in danger.

Try to understand your friend:

It is always important to understand what your friend is worried about or what problems he/she is facing. Always try to understand the situation your friend is in and try to soothe him/her. It is evident that if people are undergoing some problems, they will not speak up their problems to their brothers or sisters, they will instead tell everything to their friends. Let your friend speak up, just listen to him/her and be with him/her until your friend does not come out of frustration.

Pull Your Friend Away From Making Mistakes:

If your friend is doing something wrong, it is your duty to let him/her know it at earliest. Keep in mind; best friend has to play a role of critic if he/she wants his/her friend to stop doing wrong things. But again keep in mind not to show your friends mistakes in front of other people. Sometimes it is important to understand your friend's intentions behind his/her actions and try to analyze situation, then only you should give your opinion.

The Ego Problem:

Never let ego spoil your friendship. It is no reason to be jealous if your friend is not at all able to speak to you and is with someone else, you have to be his/her friend, do not expect word of gratitude from the person you think is your friend. Sometimes there could be a clash between you and your friend, and you both stop talking to each other for some time, it is not at all wrong to speak first and say sorry to your friend, no matter what happens.

Try to Teach Good Things:

If you are a true friend, you should never give your hungry friend a fish, instead, you should teach him/her how to fish, this will give your friend food for lifetime. A good friend will never wish his/her friend to be dependent on someone.

Do Not Interfere:

Most important point that one should take care of is that your friend has his/her own life and you should not interfere in his/her life. You have a right to tell your friend what is good and what is bad, but you do not have a right to make someone do what you wish. Hope this will help you out solve some of your problems you are facing in friendship.

source: mymilktoof.blogspot.com & iluvislam.com

p/s : selamat dah smpi kampung semalam :)

21st :)

2011-06-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

thx guys!

(^__________________^)

D Day + 1

2011-06-09T19:00:00.007+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Alhamdulillah. Reach Ampang in about 12pm yesterday, safe and sound. The journey is quite a sad experience though. From anjung(asrama) all the way to Tambun. My eyes felt like its gonma rain. I cant contain the feeling. seriously, I almost leak and thx god we stop at a warung infront of masjid batu 8 for breakfast, i hold it. tak lelaki lah menanggis katanya. huhu. Tapi berair jgak mata uh. tapi rase2nya they all tak perasan. But after checking my college group pic and as im typing this entry, i cant stop to be sad. haha. weird. :)

Lirik Muda - Hujan

Tamatlah zaman persekolahan

Masih dihantui memori

Waktu kecil waktu yang gemilang

Oh Tuhan ku tak mahu pergi

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua melangkah ke depan

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya

Tak lupa pelbagai peristiwa

Waktu pergi mengaji

Ponteng kerana ku macam tak biasa

Hoo..oo..

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua melangkah ke depan

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua melangkah ke depan

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya

(guitar solo)

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua melangkah ke depan

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua melangkah ke depan

Alangkah indahnya dunia

Bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya

p/s: guys. insyaAllah kita jumpa nanti, good luck! :)

D Day

2011-06-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

hye guys. Tomorrow will be the D-day! *budget macam hari invasion of europe by allied army jer :P*

I'll be leaving ipoh and straight to polluted yet lovely KL again. Sure is a joy to be back to my old companion. OMG. Im missing their face already!

I has just finish with the PROSTAR program organised by JKN Perak about 5pm just know. The feeling is a lil bit mixed sad plus a lil bit of enjoyment bein able to finish this 3 years of roller coaster ride :') Like how i love my Ampang friend, I did treasure my college friend too. So guys! you will always in my heart. Hope you guys success in the field. dont forget, we are ALWAYS THE BEST! ^^

Im going to do a lil bit of packing. and gonna go straight to college. I heard they wanted to go MAKAN together for the last time in ipoh.. Oh well, Pray for my journey home tomorrow safe and sound k guys? InsyaAllah :)

What Are Words - Chris Medina Lyric

2011-06-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum,

Damn! sorry :P really fallin for this song :)

What Are Words - Chris Medina Lyric

nywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I’m forever keeping my angel close

post dinner.

2011-06-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

hello guys! how are you? im sure you guys are doing great ya? :)

just going to write a little tonight regarding to my dinner last night.

It was fun allright!

huhu. the food was okay, chinese cuisine. boleh lah. edible :P The people are havin a good time for sure.

Okay, the dressup code was white according to the theme "Glamourous White Night" and the people sure ar glamourous indeed with their own style, me excluded. haha. comot gler .

And dinner semalam dirasmikan oleh pengetua KPPuk. Mr. Elan. The function also attended by our lecturer and staff.

And to make the event more happening, lots of stage performance done by our own group member :) it sure was fun. But yeah, at the end of our dinner thing get a lil bit sad when we all start to que to shake hand with our lect and freind. Tears leaked, and everyone gettin a lil bit sad. I think dat was expected coz we have spend 3 years of our time together. The bond created by that period sure make us feel like a big family. We had gone through lot of good and bad time together ^^ a sweet memory indeed!

night to be remembered :) YEAH!

hello june!

2011-06-01T09:58:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum..

oh hye. Today is the 1st of june. My favourite month of all, oh well kalau bulan islam aku suka ramadhan. haaha. Why I love june you ask? This is the month of the birth of great people. including me. Lots of my friend are born this month. 1st of june is the birthday of Zalina Razali, Siti Amirah, and Arif mereng. Tomorrow will be Radhi's birthday. so you guys; I wish you all a very happy birthday. Welcome to 21st yawww! haha. May Allah Bless you all :)

btw, the induction and prostar program will end around 8th of june. And im intending to celebrate my birthday in kampung. In Kuala Lipis thats it. I want to survey the cost for posting my bike to kl. Wish me luck guys. I wish I'll be still livin till that day. amin :)

Have a great day everyone :)

Lirik Aeman - Cahaya Iman

2011-05-30T00:40:00.004+08:00

Lirik Aeman - Cahaya Iman

Iman bagaikan emas permata

Letaknya di dalam jiwa

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Iman letaknya di hati, suburkanlah dengan ilmu

Bajainya dengan zikrullah, ia menunjukkan kita

Jalan diredhai Allah

Imanlah harta yang paling berharga

Iman bagaikan emas permata

Letaknya di dalam jiwa

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Iman kurnian yang esa,

Tanpa mengira bangsa dan rupa,

Memberi petunjuk kejalan mulia

Menjadi benteng panghalang dosa

Orang yang teguh iman

Sabar dengan ujian

Di akhirat dia insan yang mulia

Orang yang teguh iman

Sabar dengan ujian

Di akhirat dia insan yang mulia

Iman letaknya di hati, suburkanlah dengan ilmu

Bajainya dengan zikrullah, ia menunjukkan kita

Jalan diredhai Allah

Imanlah harta yang paling berharga

Iman bagaikan emas permata

Letaknya di dalam jiwa

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Iman kurnian yang esa,

Tanpa mengira bangsa dan rupa,

Memberi petunjuk kejalan mulia

Menjadi benteng panghalang dosa

Orang yang teguh iman

Sabar dengan ujian

Di akhirat dia insan yang mulia

Orang yang teguh iman

Sabar dengan ujian

Di akhirat dia insan yang mulia

Iman letaknya di hati, suburkanlah dengan ilmu

Bajainya dengan zikrullah, ia menunjukkan kita

Jalan diredhai Allah

Imanlah harta yang paling berharga

Iman bagaikan emas permata

Letaknya di dalam jiwa

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia

Kemilau warnanya, bak cahaya

Menyuluh hidup seluruh manusia (x3)

2011-05-28T01:36:00.002+08:00

night kat tanjung. 1.35 am. serious sepi gila. anjing pun tak berkaroke malam nih.

but esok pagi confirm pekan tanjung rambutan ni bising balik.

p/s: cant sleep :)

Beautiful Description of the Prophet (SAW)

2011-05-22T20:35:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Muhammad, peace be upon him, was a shy, reticent man who lived among his people with such high moral character they called him al-Amîn - the Trustworthy.

The Prophet’s unique physical appearance, his high character and willingness to sacrifice for others, are often at the essence of any description of him. According to the narrations from his Companions he can be described in the following words:

Muhammad was imposing and majestic. His face was luminous like a full moon.

He was taller than medium but not excessive in height. He had wavy hair, which he parted and it never went beyond his shoulders. He was light-skinned with a high brow. He had full eyebrows and a small space between them. His beard was full, his eyes black. His physique was supple and lithe, with a full chest and broad shoulders. When he walked, he was determined and his pace was as if he was walking down hill.

He was decisive and whole-hearted in everything he did, so intent on the task at hand that he never looked over his shoulder, even if his cloak got caught in a thorny bush.

When he spoke he was always brief and reflective. He spoke when he saw benefit and spent long periods in silent contemplation. His speech was comprehensive being neither wordy nor abrupt. He had a mild temperament and was never harsh nor cruel, coarse nor rude. He expressed gratitude for everything given to him no matter how insignificant. When he spoke, his companions lowered their heads as if birds were perched upon them. When he was silent, they felt free to speak. He never criticized food or praised it excessively. He never swore, nor did he find fault in people. He did not flatter people but praised them when appropriate.

When he did turn to speak to somebody, he used to swing his entire body around and address them full face. When he shook hands, he was never the first to withdraw his own.

People entered his gatherings as seekers and left enlightened. He would ask about his companions when they were absent often making inquiries about people’s needs. He never stood nor sat without mentioning the name of God. He never reserved a special place for himself in a gathering and sat where space was provided. He gave each of those who sat with him such full attention that everyone felt that he was the most important person in that gathering. Voices were never raised in his presence. The aged were respected for their age and the young were shown compassion for their youth.

His wives and Companions spoke of his humour and cheerfulness. He said once, “I joke but always tell the truth.”

His wife Aisha said, “he was always making us laugh in the house.” One of his names is ad-dahhak - the smiling one.

Once an old woman asked him if she would enter paradise and he replied, “Old people don’t go to heaven!” The woman was crestfallen with the answer he had provided, to which he added with a smile, “You shall enter paradise in the prime of your youth.”

And once a gruff desert Bedouin came into the mosque and prayed out loud saying, “O God forgive me and Muhammad and don’t forgive anyone else.” Hearing this the Prophet laughed and said to him, “You are limiting the vast mercy of God.”

He died on the same day he was born, in the same house he had lived in for ten years in Medina, on a small bed made of leather stuffed with palm fibres, in the arms of his beloved wife Aishah.

His dying words were, “Treat your women well, and do not oppress your servants, the prayer, the prayer, don’t be neglectful of the prayer. O God, my highest companion, O highest companion.”

Muhammad exemplifies the strong and profound relationship that each human being ought to have with his Creator, his fellow human beings, and the world around him. May Almighty God and His angels and all His creation bless him and greet him with the salutations of peace!

source: http://islamicthinking.tumblr.com

Perpisahan ini - 1st Edition feat Aizat Amdan Lyric

2011-05-18T17:34:00.001+08:00

Perpisahan ini - 1st Edition feat Aizat Amdan

Disini bermulanya pertemuan yang terakhir
Kehilangan amat terasa di hati
Mungkinkah ini yang tertulis ditangan takdir
Ku terima perpisahan ini

Dulu kita satu jiwa satu impian
Susah dan senang kita bersama
Namun itu semua
Hanya sementara

KORUS
Hanya lagu yang menjadi ingatan
Hanya lagu yang menjadi kenangan
Seandainya masa itu kembali semula
Inginku memiliki lebih dari itu

Mungkinkah ini yang tertulis ditangan takdir
Ku terima perpisahan ini

Perpisahan yang tak ku duga telah terjadi
Dirimu pergi biar ku sendiri
oooo... oooo... ooo...

Dulu kita satu jiwa satu impian
Susah dan senang kita bersama
Namun itu semua
Hanya sementara

KORUS
Hanya lagu yang menjadi ingatan
Hanya lagu yang menjadi kenangan
Seandainya masa itu kembali semula
Inginku memiliki lebih dari itu

tua nya kau! :)

2011-05-18T16:38:00.005+08:00

Kolej Pembantu Perubatan Ulu Kinta, I'll be leaving you guys soon. And maybe after this you will be just another pages in history, cause, you will now merged to form Kolej Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu. uk... but you will forever be in our heart. Thanks for the 3 years of hard,sad and happy moment. Thanks for being a part of me. Cheers! ^^

InsyaAllah. It will be just another beginning,

*Pray*

^_^

So Far Away

2011-05-14T20:45:00.010+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Hari ni paper MAEM 3212. Settle around 10.30 so we all balik awal. Rase cam cuti jer hari nih, esok pon ahad kan? so heaven ar. :P Esok duk umah study jela kut? coz Isnin paper comunity health. Entah ape ar kuar sat ag. Macam td mmg budget ar posisoning kuar. tapi tak kuar lah plak kan? haha. sabo je ar, kte bako! Again, rasenye duk umah jela. Lau ada yang sudi ajak keluar aku keluar, lau tak duk rumah jela derr. Ingat nak paw Nisa Nafisa Haji Ramli. Tapi dye dah balik Kuis lah plak. haiyooo. rugi maaa!

So lepas exam td smpi sekarang mmg duk bilik je ar. Kuar jap pkol 6 td ade orang nak blanje ais krim. Tapi last minit aku cancel coz roomate ajak makan kat ktm Tanjung, tolak rezeki tol :P and yeah 1 hari dok denga lagu nih .REPEAT, Lagu A7x. Memang layan der. tak tipuuu wa cakap lu. huhu

So Far Away - Avenged Sevenfold

Never feared for anything.

Never shamed but never free.

A laugh that healed the broken heart with all that it could

Lived the life so endlessly.

Saw beyond what others see.

I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?

Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.

Place and time always on my mind.

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our futures hold

Foolish lies of growin' old

It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request

A perfect chapter laid to rest

Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay,

You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.

Place and time always on my mind.

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.

The ones that we love are here with me.

Lay away a place for me

'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way

To live eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?

Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned

Place and time always on my mind

And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay

I have so much to say but you're so far away.

I love you

You were ready

The pain is strong enough to despise

But I'll see you

When He lets me

Your pain is gone, your hands are tied.

So far away.

And I need you to know

So far away

And I need you to,

Need you to know...

*****

Yups its true, they sang this song for the late 'The Rev' a superb drummer I must say, and yeah he write tons of good song too ^^

But put that away. I would wanted to dedicate this song to my family. My late father and my mother in kampung.

Know this, I really love you. The problem is, I dont even know how to express my feeling to you guys. Maybe this occur coz of the way I've been bring up, how Im livin after I endured the taste of being on my own feet just before I seated for my SPM in form 5, Left alone in KL.

The agony of working to keep my "teen" life living.

But nonetheless, I still appreciate what did happen.

A life experience, That teach me not to be another spoil brat. and being SOMEONE who can stood up with his own two feet :)

Alhamdulillah. thank you. Mak, Arwah Abah, Kak Pha, Abang Zack, Abang Ngah, Fairuz, and my lil sis Aisyah. Thanks for everything you ever did for me.

InsyaAllah I'll be somebody that you guys atleast proud of, even though just a little.

I'll try to change myself and our family. Amin :')

P/s: teach me how to love? ^^

exam der! exam!

2011-05-10T18:42:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum!

Pejam celik esok dah nak exam dah. Gila ar! aku sangat tak ready lorh. Dah ar harga gula naik, minyak ron 97 pon naik! geram tol! haha! xde kaitan. Homaigod weh! Memang cuak tahap insane! Besok exam MD! tapi memang tak pernah pegang buku lagi ar kan? Sebab bila pegang buku jer jadi macam kena sedate, 7P... Preparation, Preoxygenation, Premedication, Paralyse, Pass the tube, Preintubation care dalam RSI tu boleh skip sedation kot? bg muscle relaxant terus boleh start intubation . Bagi buku seketol kat aku confirm lelap babe!

"Tulaaaaaaaa Dauusssssssssssss, Orang suruh study kau pergi follow budak2 tu main lelayang kat padang golf sepital. Apa rasional ko ni? adoilaaa!" haha. seriussss sangat nervous! Nak tawakal tapi tade usaha apa2 pun kan? so how? Jawab thru experience? I wish I could!!! gahhh!

p/s: Wish me luck yahh :)

NICE - Sesekali Diuji

Apa jua bala bencana singgah menerpa
Menguji jauh mananya sabar kita
Mungkin selama ini kita terlupa

Kita terlalu leka dengan nikmat kurniaanNya
Maka diberi sedikit ujian
Menguji tahap keimanan dijiwa

Bila kesusahan
Terasa hidup terlalu payah
Berbagai persoalan menerjah
Baru minta petunjuk hidayah

Usah berputus asa
Kerana ada rahmat disebaliknya
Yang tidak kita ketahui
Dalam hidup ini
Teruslah berdoa

Pada Allah
Pengasih…Pemurah dan Penyayang

Kita terlalu leka dengan nikmat…kurniaanNya
Maka diberi sedikit ujian
Menguji tahap keimanan dijiwa

Artis : NICE
Lagu : Manis Helma (Hijjaz Records)
Lirik : Lukhman S (BMG Music Publishing)
Penerbit : Nazz Music Entertainment (M) Sdn Bhd

happy mother's day :)

2011-05-08T10:47:00.005+08:00

"I've become what a mother wouldn't want in a son
And i have done a few things i regret
I've become what a mother wouldn't want in a son
And i have done what a mother wouldn't want
What a mother wouldn't want in a son"

cute is what we aim for - practice make perfect lyric

Darn! i just wish i could become a nice son like him. Im a very bad son :(

random.2

2011-05-02T22:59:00.006+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

thing change,

happy, sad?

love, hate?

loyal? treason?

live? dead?

haha. Osama is dead #IdontThinkSo*, Prince William married and time goes by so quick that we even dont realise.

It has been almost a month since I've been here in Teluk Intan, working in Emergency Department where people call me Fadzilah Kamsah =..=

And it has been for almost 3 years I've been here in Perak. Breathing its air, eating their food, walking on its pavement, get wet from it rain, communicate with their people, be friend with them working with them.

And today date is 2nd of may, tommorow will be 3rd, less than a month till I'll be leaving this beautiful place and it beautiful people. And thats mean final exam will be coming really soon and there's no turning back. Got no time to feel regret of how I spend this whole semester not doing what I suppose to do, that is studying, HARD... I felt so not ready for it this time, big time. But i gotta do what i got to do. Whatever it takes.

And I think, I will missed all of my friend here. Though, there's always people that you will not prefer be with. But the experienc of meeting different people with different background and personalities that make it rich and unforgetable. Put a side poor college management, money problem, and other little thing, It was BEAUTIFUL and AWESOME :)

I will be missing u guys 'SIYESLY' :DD

Lets fight for our future orait? Eventho we are not the best of our college but you guys are the best in my heart ^^

recycle pic mase early time wat blog. lame gler :)

2011-04-29T06:33:00.001+08:00

random. T.I.

2011-04-10T22:51:00.005+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Whoa Mona Lisa, you’re guaranteed to run this town
Whoa Mona Lisa I’d pay to see you frown

haha. all the sudden kaan? Orait just another random entry. Quite a while since I post anything that shows im still alive,well and sane :) For unknown reason I dont know why I even bother to keep on writing in this so called blog. People didnt read it and I dont gain anything from it. But I just do. Maybe for a sake of expressing my 'unsatisfaction' on myself and the rest of the world, thought Im not that 'clever' on 'writing' my feelin.

Me against the world? (not me against the music - madonna. haha) I dont know, arghhh. blank already! I just wish the time goes backward, so I can change whatever did I do wrong, my rebellious action, the people that I hurt, the people that I should know better, and the people that I shouldnt mingle with at the first place. I wish I can go to the past and tell 'myself' at the past to do this and that, advice 'me' to become more rensponsible and matured. to be more of everything. I wished! :')

But reality is, we are not doraemon, there is no DeLorean car that can go back to the past-future, there's no such thing as a time machine. That's only fiction, a fiction created to satisfied us. The Quran has said, In surah Al Asr; By the time!,Surely man is in loss,Except those who believe and do good, and exhort one another to Truth, and exhort one another to patience. So, I think we should consider to leave the past. And start a new life, a better one. Be a better person, do the right thing. Take care of our relationship between freind and foe, between our creator :) It's never too late to start. And Im going to start now, 1st step by sleeping early coz im goint to Teluk Intan for my last posting in Emergency Department tomorrow. hehe ;p hey! i didnt say you should take drastic changes pon kan? :)

see you guys around and do pray for my safety! syg korang! ^^

pancake.

2011-04-09T09:42:00.003+08:00

Six year old boy decided one morning to make pancake for his parents. He found a big bowl and spoon; He pulled a chair to the counter, opened the cupboard and pulled out the heavy flour canister, spilling it on the floor.

He scooped some of the flour into the bowl with his hands, mixed in most of a cup of milk and added some sugar, leaving a floury trail on the floor which by now had a few tracks left by his kitten. He was covered with flour and getting frustrated.

He wanted this to be something very good for his parents, but it was getting very bad. He didn't know what to do next, whether to put it all into the oven or on the stove, (and he didn't know how the stove works!).

Suddenly he saw his kitten licking from the bowl of mix and reached to push her away, knocking the egg carton to the floor. Frantically he tried to clean up all mess but slipped on the eggs, getting his pajamas white and sticky.

And just then he saw Dad standing at the door. Big tears came in the boys eyes. All he did wanted to do was something good, but he did made a terrible mess. He was sure a scolding was coming, maybe even a spanking. But his father just watched him. Then, walking through the mess, he picked up his crying son, hugged him and loved him.

Moral of Story: That's how Allah (SWT) deals with us.

We try to do something good in life, but it turns into a mess. Our marriage gets all sticky or we insult a friend or we can't stand our job or our health goes sour.

Sometimes we just stand there in tears because we can't think of anything else to do. That's when Allah (SWT) picks us up and loves us and forgives us.

But just because we might mess up, we can't stop trying to "make pancakes" Sooner or later we will get it right, and then they will be glad to see that we at last tried.

"Success is not permanent and failure is not final. So, never stop working after success and never stop trying after failure."

p/s: very2 motivating me to do good deeds. Betul lah Allah s.w.t tgok usaha, bukan natijah. Hari tu aku ada terbaca dalam 1 buku :). Aku pun nak jadi orang yang baik jugak. huhu. tapi cukup ke usaha aku? insyaAllah. there's always space to improve myself, :)

source: iluvislam.com

The Kids From Yesterday Lyrics

2011-04-01T21:52:00.003+08:00

Well now this could be last of all the rides we take

So hold on tight and don't look back

We don't care about the message or the rules they make

I'll find you when the sun goes black

And you only live forever in the lights you make

When we were young we used to say

That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break

Now we are the kids from yesterday

All the cameras watch the accidents and stars you hate

They only care if you can bleed

Does the television make you feel the pills you ate?

Or every person that you need to be

Cause you only live forever in the lights you make

When we were young we used to say

That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break

Now we are the kids from yesterday

Today, today

We are the kids from yesterday

Today, today

Here we are and we won't stop breathing

Yell it out 'til your heart stops beating

We are the kids from yesterday

Today

Cause you only live forever in the lights you make

When we were young we used to say

That you only hear the music when your heart begins to break

Now we are the kids from yesterday

We are the kids from yesterday

We are the kids from yesterday

We are the kids from yesterday

Today, today

post/scriptum : felt old while hearin this song :')

source

random.

2011-03-15T22:15:00.004+08:00

HIDUPLAH SEMAHUMU, KAMU PASTI AKAN MATI.

CINTAILAH SIAPA SAJA YANG KAMU SUKA, KAMU SENDIRI AKAN MENJAUHINYA.

BERBUATLAH SEKEHENDAKMU, PASTI MENDAPATKAN BALASANNYA DAN

KAMU SENDIRI YANG BERTANGGUNGJAWAB..

" Bantulah saudaramu , baik ia zalim mahupun mazlum ."
Seorang sahabat bertanya : " Bila mazlum ia memang ku bantu , tetapi bagaimana membantunya jika ia zalim ? " Rasulullah SAW menjelaskan : " Engkau harus menahannya dari perbuatan zalim . Itulah cara membantunya . "
( al - Bukhari )

KETAHUILAH, SESUNGGUHNYA KESULITAN ITU AKAN MAMPU MEMBUKA KEJERNIHAN TELINGA DAN MATA, SERTA MENAJAMKAN PIKIRAN.

KESULITAN BISA MEMBERI HIKMAH DAN PENGAJARAN.

KESULITAN MENGAJARKAN KEMAMPUAN UNTUK MEMIKUL BEBAN DAN BERTAHAN.

KESULITAN MENGHAPUSKAN DOSA.

BEKERJALAH UNTUK DUNIAMU SEKADAR MANA KAU AKAN TINGGAL DIDALAMNYA.

BERAMALLAH UNTUK DUNIAMU SEKADAR MANA KAU AKAN BERADA DI SANA.

DAN BERAMALLAH KERANA ALLAH SEKADAR MANA KAU BERHAJAT KEPADANYA.

DAN BUATLAH SEBARANG AMAL MENGHALANG KAMU KE DALAM NERAKA.

Im trying to appreciate this text wholly, but love the bold one :)

this nice text is from http://babyfiyrepublic.blogspot.com. thx a lot! :)

tagggg!

2011-03-12T18:58:00.008+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Nak settlekan hutang tag. hehehe.

Orait this tag is from Cik Ina Cherry. Thx coz tag eh! grrr ;p

1. Upload wallpaper laptop yang anda guna sekarang nih (Wallpaper phone ;p, coz laptop aku rosak kan dulu? )

unedited version of my phone wallpaper :)

2. Cerita tentang gambar;

Pic nih aku snap time nak balik posting Emergency kat Slim River dlu, Tunggu geng2 dak moto kata nak jalan sama, So berdiri lah aku kat depan Tol nak kluaq dari Slim River. agak lame ar aku tunggu depa2 nih. Dan kerana kebosanan berdiri terpacak macam kereta rosak kat tepi highway so aku pon amek lah pic nih. Eventually jadi wallpaper aku, coz aq sayang unta buruk aku nih. dont let me down honey :)

3. Upload wallpaper sebelum ni....

Malas nak upload, Boleh? haha. Wallpaper phone aku bfore gamba ni merupakan diagram vein kat tangan. Bengang sngat kadang2 tak dapat nak set line so aku buat lah wallpaper aku. hehehe. mereng!

4. Cerita pasal wallpaper sebelum ni pulakkkk

whoa! serious tak ingat dah. hehe

5. Kenapa tukar wallpaper?

TANAK JAWAB AR! haha. Saje jer tuka. tanak nampak geek sngat. smpi phone pon nak letak pic anatomy bagai. tak perluuuuu sume tuh! huhu

6. Berapa lama mempakai laptop?

In my case phone lah kan? dah dekat setahun kot? Pick phone nih kat GM. Someone tolong pick kan skli. Agak memorable ar hp nih :)

7. Apa saya nak buat lepas siapkan post nih?

nak pi solat maghrib sat.

8. Apa tujuan saya buat blog?

Saje jer buat dlu. bosaaann :)

9. Berapa kali update blog dalam seminggu?

Seminggu sekali pun susah! hehe ;p

10. Tag empat orang nama

Ina buat 3 so aku pun buat 3 ar. hehe ;p

Luqman
Soll
Nisa

11. Apa yang saya tahu pasal mereka bertiga?

Luqman; antara bestie time school dlu. Kalau flashback time kenal dlu2 lawak gila kot. an Man? ;p

Soll; This fella aku kenal dlm tag. teman gua berbicara perak nih. hehe. jgn marah eh mike x)

Nisa: The only kwan yang aku kenal from blogger yg rapat gle. huhu

12. 5 perkataan tentang diri saya!

Gemok
Poyo.
Koya.
Introvert ;p
Kelam Kibut xD

Last but not least. tag from Cik Alin. BFF kepada Cik ina. . hehe

25 random things, fact, habit or goal about me.....

My name Is Muhammad Firdaus.
Born in HKL.
Gemini yaw!
Seorang yang pendiam raseeeeenyeeee.
Pernah diagnosed diri sendiri dengan mental disorder, time lecterur tgah bg talk pasal mental disorder. haha
Suka kucing, I mean damn much!
Suka Anjing gak. tp sayang Haram bg umat islam untuk pegang yee. dengar tuh.
Cita2 dulu nak jd Pilot, Engineer, Tentera, Polis (like my late father) tp tak pernah pon terfikir nak jadi doctor or anything related! ngek!
I Loveeee CARRR!
Saya suka motor, saya okay.
Seorang Pelajar di Tanjung Rambutan.
Pernah makan nasi berlaukkan garam. coz tgah sengkek gle!
Suka makan yang pedas2
love to read blog.
love love to read motivating blog.
I was a hardcore gamerz.
Spend loooottttss of time with my fella. time nak amek paper SPM pon leh men kot. no wonder lah kan?
Lepas Dip nih ingat nak belajar bahasa arab. hehe
I love to wear black.
Why? coz imma fatty person. mwahahaha!
Hate movie such as SAW, Final Destination etc. KEJAM lah ngek.
Love! movie yang heroic, historic, comedy and light romantic movie.
Pernah accident time darjah 3 dulu. maybe suffer brain concussion. tuh pasal suka merepek skrang. haha.
Tak pasti dah pandai berenang ker tak skrang nih.
Last but not least! sy sorang LELAKI . haha.

Thx for those yg tag. I dun wanna to ask anyone else to be tag. if u wanna do this. just feel free to do so k?

belajar dari semut.

2011-03-12T12:43:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

a very nice article from iluvislam.com

Kita seringkali terdengar perumpamaan rajin seperti semut tetapi tahukah kita kenapa wujud perumpamaan sedemikian? Mungkinkah ada perumpamaan lain yang juga sesuai untuk semut?

Semut, makhluk Allah yang kecil, tetapi kecilnya seperti cili padi, pedas dan confirm berasap? kenapa ya?

Kalau kita perhatikan semut, semut akan selalu berusaha secara berulang-ulang dan terus menerus sehingga ia berjaya mencapai matlamat yang digenggam.

Analogi yang diberikan cukup mudah. Bayangkan kalau ada cebisan makanan di lantai, dan cebisan itu saiznya jauh lebih besar daripada si semut, tetapi pernahkah nampak semut tidak mengerumuni cebisan makanan itu? Tidak bukan? Semut akan berusaha mengangkut cebisan makanan itu ke sarangnya sedikit demi sedikit sehinggalah habis.

Andai dalam perjalanan mengangkut cebisan makanan itu terhalang, semut akan berusaha sedaya upaya dan memilih jalan yang lain mungkin ke kiri dan mungkin juga ke kanan sehinggalah matlamatnya untuk mengangkut cebisan makanan tersebut ke sarangnya tercapai.

Kadang-kadang jalan yang dilalui si semut itu terhalang dek air, maka ia bersama kawan-kawannya saling berkerja sama membuat jambatan. Jika semut-semut yang lain sudah menyeberang, maka semut-semut yang membentuk jambatan akan merapat ke tepi.

SubhanAllah, Indahnya ciptaan illahi :)

Hakikatnya, semut mempunyai kekuatan yang luar biasa dalam mewujudkan tekadnya untuk meraih apa yang diinginkan malahan ia tidak pernah kenal erti penat mahu pun lelah.

Sebagai perkongsian cerita, pada suatu masa dahulu ada seorang arab badwi pergi merantau kerana sesuatu keperluan. Dia merasa sangat letih dan penat serta berputus asa. Maka ia terduduk dan berfikir untuk kembali lagi. Kemudian dia melihat seekor semut yang merangkak naik ke atas batu besar, namun semut tersebut jatuh dan semut itu terus merangkak naik lagi ke atas batu besar itu berulang-ulang kali.

Setelah mencuba, akhirnya semut itu berjaya menaiki batu besar itu . Melihatkan situasi tersebut, si arab badwi itu berkata " Saya sepatutnya bersabar dan berusaha keras lebih daripada semut tersebut."

Akhirnya si arab badwi itu meneruskan perjalanannya dan berjaya sampai ke tempat yang ditujunya dan dia berkata "Cari dan raih , jangan pernah berkeluh kesah dan bosan dari usaha meraih apa yang kamu inginkan. Kerana penyakit orang yang ingin mencari dan meraih sesuatu adalah bosan."

Hebatkan si kecil bernama semut?

Terdapat kajian yang dijalankan menunjukkan semut mengumpulkan makanannya dari musim panas sehinggalah ke musim sejuk. Oleh sebab semut tidak banyak keluar pada musim sejuk, maka makanan yang telah dikumpul hanya di makan apabila tiba musim sejuk ini.

Cara semut untuk memastikan makanan yang disimpan itu kekal elok, maka dengan kuasa illahi semut tersebut akan membelah ditengah biji bijian itu di tengah bagi memastikan makanan itu tahan lama.

Semut mempunyai sifat cekal dan kesabaran yang tinggi malahan kita wajar mengambil iktibar darinya. Malah seandainya anda meletakkan sebuah batu ditengah-tengah jalan yang digunakan oleh kawanan semut, mereka tidak berundur sebaliknya mencari jalan lain dan berusaha sehingga matlamat itu tercapai.

Kalau dulu, saya hanya percaya perlu rajin seperti semut, tetapi kini saya percaya perlu gigih dan cekal seperti semut. :)

just married :)

2011-03-08T17:30:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

i know cite lame, tp tak lah lame sngat kan? the vid above are the vid created by Qarafi lil brother Syafi for his brother wedding. Gonna let the vid do its job :)

Forest Gump.

2011-03-06T02:42:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Out of boredom. Aku tengok balik movie ni. Untuk yang ke berapa kali entah. Forest Gump? Korang pernah dengar cerita ni? Starred by Tom Hanks? Never heard of it? its okay. It is an old movie. Produce in 1994, 4 years after i was born. So when this movie appear in our golden screen I dont think i can relate anything bout it. haha! Filem ini diadaptasi daripada sebuah novel dengan judul yang sama dan dikarang oleh Dato Suhami Baba. haha. Bukan2. It is written by Winston Groom.

So you guys must be curious why did i bring this old movie in here. It may seem old . But in my personal opinion. The value is very2 valuable and nice. I mean it doesnt matter if the movie seem unreal or very fictional. As long the story is nice and did bring some value of life I think it is good enough. It is kinda hard to find this kind of story nowadays dontcha think?

*Run Forest Run!*

*a bond between to friend. till death do their apart*

*Okay. Saat nih agak touching skit. time mak dia tgah nazak. Kasih sayang seorang ibu kpda anaknya. Smpai hujung nyawa :') -menung kejap-

*meet his one and only girl, Jenny. *

Jenny...
First you say you won't
Then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
And we're not moving on
We're standing still, Jenny
You've got me on my knees

*Relationship between superior and inferior; Lieuftenant and Sergeant. respect each other. Kan best kalau time keje sume orang amalkan macam nih. Hormat menghormati. baru keje pon seronok? ye dak? :)

So if korang blom tengok lagi. pergi lah copy kat kawan2 yang ada cite nih. Worth it lah :)

5 march baby.

2011-03-05T14:06:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

wanna wish Happy 23rd birthday to Akak Aziah Abu Bakar Sajak.
may Allah bless you :)

kerja rajin2 jangan malas! hohoho

2011-03-04T11:40:00.000+08:00

sanggup tak jadi penderma organ? Tanya diri sendiri :)

tepeng ipoh.

2011-03-02T17:50:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Alhamdulillah sampai pun ipoh walaupun ad halangan pda permulaan jalan td. Tp alhamdulillah. Slamat pun sampai.
Sebulan tinggal kat Taiping. Agak fun la walaupun after 10 terkurung kat dalam asrama. Which is differ with situation aku kat ipoh ni. Pkul 3-4 pg pun leh kua ag cz umah sewa. Huhu. Apart frm that, aku bru pasan yang umah kat tanjung ni agak panas la. Kat Taiping leh tahan ar gak sejuk. Every evening pun insyaAllah it will be rain, jauh berbeza kat cni yang depend pada musim.
Besok, aku dah kena hadir kelas blik. Settlekan research which is why tiba2 je ktorang kne pnggl blik kolej bfore khamis rather than initial last day on friday. Tapi tapela. Atleast berjalan jugaklah research aq insyaAllah. After abis sume ni. On saturday supposely bgin cuti mid sem. Which is unfortunately again aq xdapat nak blik due to insufficient fund. Tak snok tol! Tensi pun ad gak. Tp sbo jela yob. So insyaAllah kne spend time dngan bijak. Hehe pndai ckp je aq ni. Haha. Thats all fr now. Chiow. :)

*chop* Btw, this coming sunday. One of my junior will held his nikah ceremonies at gombak. Heard this from friend. Thought im not invited n if invited I could nt be sure if I can attend it. Gudluck with ur nikah. And gudluck with ur studies as well. Moga jadi doktor yang berkaliber insyaAllah! Walaupun kita tak rapat cz certain event when we r young.long when we r scndary, bfore u attend RMC. I still wish u all the best. Amin :)

2011-02-26T21:12:00.001+08:00

sedate me, keep sedated from all this stress. Bring in the scalpel blade and cut the feelin out of my mind.

Distressectomy? Darn! Cut this thing out from me stat! Pfft.

p/s: so stress right now. Nthng seem right now.

2011-02-21T07:29:00.000+08:00

eye eye eye eye eye!
Hari ni masuk eye clinic,
posting fer two week yo!
Nt nak tnye leh wat lasix surgery tak. Malas nak pki spec dah. Boleh?
Bahahaha. Wish me luck! :)

french connection uk perfect?

2011-02-20T17:31:00.002+08:00

Fuckin Perfect

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*cking perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you're nothing
You are perfect to me....

P/s: mind the foul language. but try get the positive view of the song. enuff said :)

bukit larut.

2011-02-19T18:13:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

bru lepas hiking kat Bukit Larut, Taiping.
tetapi bukit tuh gagal ditawan!
hahaha.
mmg tak plan langsung nak pi sane. pi sane pon pki selipar,
dah ar tak bfast ag.
biskut 2 keping jer pon td.
sian member gua ag sorang.
langsung tak bfast. lg 1km plus2 dah start hypo tak larat.
so terpaksa ar turun balik.
sian plak.
huhu.

tp atleast. aku tahu aku dah pancit skrg. sikit jer dah mengah.
dulu time skola relax jer kawad petang silat malam.
skrg haraaaaaammmm.

abis sem nih kne rajin turun padang. men bola 5 sebelah ngn kwan2 balik.
hahahah x))

livin still :)

2011-02-19T00:52:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

It has been 2 weeks in Taiping. It was very nice here so far. Sunny in the afternoon and rain on the evening, everyday. They said Taiping is an water catch area. I dunno coz my geog was hell! ahaha!

ENT Taiping was nice alhamdulillah. No distress lots of eustress and positive aura from the staff. Thx to Encik Norizam and SN Syahirah for their valuable teacher. We treasure it on our heart teehee :)

Come next week and we will be in Eye clinic soon. hopefully everything run smooth :)

*****

Time does fly. FAST! felt like yesterday i was 7. haha. Cuti midsem dah nak mula. budak2 suma dah start beli tiket bas. And yet, aku tak tahu if nak balik ke tak ni. problematic btol lah. LIFE :)

so just to end this. Define HOME? :)

2011-02-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

There're times when stranger are like family, and family are like stranger.

Enuff said, very true. Bitter to swallow. But that is very much life for me. Just another line i pick up somewhere. Suit me well :')

Ayer Tawar-Tanjung Rambutan-Egypt

2011-02-02T14:04:00.001+08:00

assalammualaikum.

Im now at Tanjung Rambutan. Reach here around 7pm from Ayer Tawar. Actually I should arrive here earlier. But I manage to tawaf Pkan Ayer Tawar 3time! Just because I forgot to bring my shoes. Plus it was raining yesterday and tambun was congest with car. Seriously, people are blik kampung and it seem it bcoming more hectic now. Haha.

1st day here, with exchange of routine. No opd no more. Woke up pretty late. With nothng to do. No lovey lappy to accompany, thx god, this old yari is still with me. Huu. If not for sure I'll died out of boredom. Syg sngat! :P

As u all know. The egyptian are having a riot there and the situation was a chaous. Theres are some of our fren that stdying over there. Including my former clasmate. Taufeq Zulkipli. I wish u r safe there. To Siti Nur Adlina Khalid sister; Amirah,take cre of urself too ok! Though u dun know me. Hehe. Again lets pray for our malaysian there and our egyptian muslim. Peace? :)

HB30.1.11

2011-01-30T18:02:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Pening kepala nih. Baru je bangun. adoyy. Apa nak jadi?

Menghabiskan minggu2 terakhir kat Ayer Tawar. dah tak tahu nak wat ape.

Semalam pergi Teluk Batik. but unfortunately, hujan plak dah. hmm.

Basah gak ar baju, bukan basah mandi laut but basah coz hujan. grrr.

And as anticipate, next week majority of the guy will going home lah kan. cuti. huuu soronok. But Im not going back home. Agak kekeringan jugaklah. Next posting will be in Taiping. So got to be ready whatevernot. Kena bertahan. Coz aku hidup without others back me up. So what ever happen I need to bear the consequences. Bertahan Fir. Half a year more! :)

Owhya! I almost forgot the first intention of why I click new post today. haha. tuh ar ske sangat nag kan? ;p Actually nak wish Happy Birthday untuk Akak Soll Arazi, Happy 20th bday! welcome to my club! haha. (tak ckop 21st pon lg ;p) Moga cepat sembuh dari demam ang uh, Jaga diri elok2. Blaja elok. haha. Thx a lot coz mike sudi le berkawan ngn teman yang entah apa2 nih. Mengarut jer lebih kan? Sometime teman pon wonder akan diri mike. Leh tahan mike ngn perangai teman nih ye? hehe. Walaupun Ayer Tawar and Bota tak ar jauh. tp still takleh nak jumpa mike. Tak dapat nak bg hadiah. hehe ;p

again!

HAPPY 20th Birthday Akak Soll!

Happy birthday! Suke dengar Music piano kat blog ang. best! :)

p/s: sorry coz grab pic ang tak bgtahu. hahaha ;p

Got to go

2011-01-29T12:03:00.004+08:00

Najwa Mahiaddin Got to go lyric

This time Im gonna live my life

I aint no stepford wife

No I aint perfect

Gonna find somebody who's worth it

And no you aint that person

Coz I caught you constantly flirtin

with my best friend

So I guess I'll say goodbye

I'll find me another guy

Why

(why why why)

You always makin me cry

(cry cry cry)

No I cant stand it

No you cant be my man

It dont matter who you are

Even if you were a star

You've got to go

(go go go go go go)

You've got to go

(go go go go go go)

Read my lips Im leavin,

and no no I aint teasin.

This time its for real

Gotta find you another girl

Coz this one sure aint stayin'

By the time you finish what you're sayin

I'll be gone

So I guess I'll say goodbye

I'll find me another guy

Why

(why why why)

You always makin me cry

(cry cry cry)

No I cant stand it

No you cant be my man

It dont matter who you are

Even if you were a star

You've got to go

(go go go go go go)

You've got to go

(go go go go go go)

You've got to scrub and split?(inaudible..hehe)

sayin you've got to go you got to go

I dont want you here,

I dont want you here anymore

You've got to scrub and split?

sayin you've got to go you got to go

I dont want you here,

I dont want you here anymore

Why

(why why why)

You always makin me cry

(cry cry cry)

No I cant stand it

No you cant be my man

It dont matter who you are

Even if you were a star

You've got to go

(go go go go go go)

You've got to go

(go go go go go go)

p/s: next song in my Yari playlist; Everything I've known, Korn! layan seyh!! :)

230.

2011-01-24T20:50:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

sngat humiliated hari nih,

clerking case depan MA and colleague and junior sem 4.

pass OPD card kat aku.

Gender female, still young. Cute. treated as tonsilitis before.

Diagnose as migrain.

I have dis kind of disease. Lemah di hadapan kaum hawa, lg2 yg cute.

mcm hampeh =..="'

thats why. if can aq kurangkan touch mereka seminima yg mampu.

bahaha.

tp nak wat cane its all line of work that i need to face.

hadap jer lah walaupun muka flushing red td.

Kne blaja work under stress, whatever the stress are. huhu x)

Korn - Everything I've Known

2011-01-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

Away, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time,
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I've lost everything that I've known

Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
but we stayed by each others side

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I've lost everything that I've known

I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong
Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved fuck my pride
Then we meet again

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I've lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I've lost everything that I've known

Everything I've Known Lyric

2011-01-22T21:55:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Sometime aku bingung and stress tgok perihal org. Ble kita follow the rule. Play by the rule. Play our role. Org tak puas hati. Labeled u as a 'skema' what ever not. Then ble kte abandone all so call rule org lak nyampah. Sakit hati sgala bagai? Nak jd mcm mane? Blance it ke? Boleh define kan skema tak? If playing by the rule, obey speed limit, rehat and blik ikot time tu suma kira skema ek? So if rhat awal, blik awal. Bwak 200++kmph atas tu pwatakan yg dskai ramai ke? People choice? Mmg btol ek ble akhir zaman ni bnde bek org dah tak heran. Sume brebot nak wat bnda yg mcm gampang. Populasi suma sanjung bnda2 mcm 2 kan? Fine =..='"

P/s: mcm tak suka org ktok orang yg wat kje ikot praturan. Huhu

Ayer Tawar. 2/52

2011-01-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

It has been 2 weeks since im here in Ayer Tawar. Im stuck here bcoz of my micro economic turmoil. hahaha! ape aku merepek?

Money does not bring happiness but life's hard without it? a source of all evil if u asked me. haha!

duhh. syes mmg sakit. Unta peliharaan aq dah lame tak minum. haus gle dia, nyawa tinggal kat hidung jer tuh. bahahaha!

Seriously aku kat sini mmg tido lmbat gla!hari2 tido lmbat tgok Family Outing. mcm hampeh an?

And heaven ble minggu nih bgun lambat. Dah ar kne clerk depan MA yg gle garang. Quite skema lah this fella. Freezing gle time clark ngn dia. dah ar duk bawah aircond. ag bertambah2 lah kan.

mcam duduk kat kwasan tundra lak.

Tak sabar nak tunggu pay day. Nak pi jalan2 kat UTP. haha.

nak makan shabu2.

haha.

gle ar daus. boros! chiow!

2011-01-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

I want you to notice
When I'm not around

pre ayer tawar.

2011-01-09T17:20:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Gud day guys, have a prosperous sunday ok? My day start very bad. Bad2 day. Waa!

As i wrote earlier, ths mnday, tomorrow that is. I am going to ayer tawar for my opd postin. And after lunch today. Back from tesco. I was quite shocked ang kinda angry cz my tyre was flat. Grr. Thx to zaini cz lending his hand to change the tyre.
After settle with the tyre. And we are going to nearest tyre service cnter. Suddenly the engine wont start. Damn. Iwas damn furious. It must be my very2 bad day. Argh. Call ths pakcik, and he defibbrilate my battery and the car are running again. Alhamdulillah.
Then. Again. We cntinue our halted mission to the tyre service center. And kinda puzzled when the worker there said that the tyre was fine. He doesnt found any leak on the tyre. So wat say u guys? Sabotage? Hmm.

P/s: cabaran dan rintangan untuk 2011. Haha

satday

2011-01-08T14:36:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Its saturday. Day to be lazy. Mwahaha. No prog. Just walkin around my castle. Haha castle? Umah sewa la der. Yeah. Im alone today. Hisyam blik kg to his beloved family at sg siput and im stuck here alone. With a stand fan as a companion. What a life.
Someone asked me out prior. During lunch. But after gvin time to think... Hell no! I didnt have money in my wallet lah. Dompet pun dah mcm dompet bdak skola rndah. Pnuh dgan duit syiling je. Kaching mcm lagu Shania twain, layan country beb gua hari ni. Haha.

Fortunately, ad phne in hand, bleh ar text and update blog ni. Huu. Baju still tak bbsuh, blik still tak bkmas. Brang lom pack ag. Isnin dah kne brambus ke ayer tawar. Omg.
And yeah! Im so wanted a new book. To kill this boredom. Wah! Other than meds lah. That i dun want fer now. Bgus an fir? Bku blaja ko tanak. Haha
Ya Allah.. Kau permudahkanlah khidupan hamba mu ini, jauhkan aq dari malapetaka dan bencana. Kau lah yang maha pmurah lagi maha pnyayang... Amin :)

rant.

2011-01-06T14:21:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Hari ni hari khamis, buat sesiapa yg tak concern ttg hari. Haha. Ok so dah 4th day kat TR. So, dah hari ke4 orientasi kat kolej. Besok last. Bdak2 junior pun mbe esok lmpat2 cz dah nak hbes orientasi dorang. Dan mcm bese aq takkan pernah nampak muke dorang. Lagi2 cz aq tak duk asrama mcm dorang. Whatever.
HSR aq amat mendukacitakan. Tak usik lg since dah approve during presentation uh. As usual alasan aq laptop jahanam. Haha. Seriously! So ptg ni maybe nak menghadap pnyelia. Huu. Cuak doe.
Minggu depan on monday aq kne btugas kat klinik kesihatan air tawar. Yang aq pun tak tahu kat mane. Tp ari uh aq tanye soll. Dia kata 1 jalan uitm sri iskandar n dpan lg. So gamble ar ahad ni. And yaps. Aku bertolak ahad ni insya-allah. Wish me luck...

post new year eve,

2011-01-01T10:19:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

happy new year guys!

we are so done with 2010, and walking in 2011.

1990-2011; 21 years walked by and im still breath the air that Allah gave us for free. Alhamdulillah.

I didnt manage to do new year countdown yesterday,

cause we are so busy karaoke-ing. 3 of us. damn. tapela. bukan ape sngat an?

hahaha.I sang 3 song, Bunyi gitar - P. Ramlee, Masih aku terasa - Gersang and finally as a closure; Impian kasih by Inteam! mwahaha. I sang horribly. Cause i dont have a nice voice pon. Sumbaaaaannnnggg! haha. After done with the karok thang, we decided to go to the look out point near Hulu Langat. But as we arrive near the intersection otw to that place... we are damn dissapointed bcoz the Police seal that place. maybe coz of new year. Lots of mat n mak rempit lepak2 situ kot? ahaha. So a lil bit dissapointed we went to mamak. chit-chat and 'usha2' people around. haha. Ate roti nan at mid nite! uhhh! guilty pleasure la weyh. ble ko nak kurus beb? x)

And I woke up a lil bit late. at 7 am. done with subuh and still rolling on the mattress. Owh my eyes my eyes. Damn drowzy kot? huhu. A fren smsed me and here i am writing a blog. *bukan ade orang bace pon*

Em. Today is 1st of january kan. So mean aku dah kena fikir pasal nak balik kolej lah. Darn tak ready sngat. Obviously research lah menjadi penyebab perasaan nih kan? hmm hmmm. entah lahhh. T_T Disebabkan kebosanan aku search lah Kolej Pembantu Perubatan Ulu Kinta in blog. Pergh! quite ramai jgak senior or junior yg dah wat blog. mwahaha. Dulu time 1st time aq create blog nih, tak ramai pon yg ada. and that time was funnnn~ coz i can be discreet. huhu. but skrang need to be cautious lah kan? Afraid lah if people came across this blog. Malu kot nnt. Follower quantity is not my reason to do blog. I do it just for fun. And to let go of myself. A medium to express a lil bit of my feeling. huuu.

Orait. that is it. enuff babling FIRDAUS! jom mandi~ mwahaha!

its 2011 !

2011-01-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

its been a bittersweet 2010 to me.

hoping 2011 bring more sweet memo in my life.

darn i feel old!

mwahaha!

HARIMAU! AUM! :P

2010-12-30T13:25:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Good morning all. have a pleasant thursday k? ;)

First of all i want to wish Harimau Malaysia a big congrate coz defeated Garuda through aggregate of 4-2.
Surely you guys deserve it. A very good play from u guys! especially our goal keeper. Banyak seyh dia save shoot from da egois Garuda. bahaha.
Thx Khairul Fahmi u made us proud oh yeaah!

and yeah. today is 30 of december, tomorrow will be 31st. duh. 2010 ar closing in pretty soon huh?
that mean my time for idle and lazyness is almost over. saddd!
3rd of jan its all going back to the old boring routine. argh. bosan2.

Btw, i spend a lot during the sem break. So im gonna suffer from heart attack soon. haha. How to survive with a limited amount of money?
omg! insufficient fund! keh3~
just let it be an remain optimist huh? Rezeki itu semua datang dari Allah. Insya Allah blom ade ag orang mati kebulur kat bumi Malaysia nih :)
Banyak gak tempat aku jelajah during this sem break. Nak kate 1 Malaysia aq pusing tade lah. Tapi sempat gak lah lepas johor time cuti ari uh.

and the latest aku got a chance to visit Putrajaya again. A boring place I could say. My intention are to meet someone there, but unfortunately. Because of certain event. Tak dapat nak jumpa dia.
perh. Agak sedih la jugak kan? datang dari jauh tp orang takde? huhu. *jauh ke weh? Ampang - Putrajaya je pon? haha!*
Betul lah orang kate kita merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukan. So right! macam sebelum nak cuti that day. Budget nak buat research skit2. Edit ape yang patut. Tapi Laptop lak wat hal! shuutooo! gila geram kot! At the end of the day. satu ape pon tak jadi!
Such unproductive time. Bengang sangat!

And oh yeah! sebelum nih kan aku ada kata yang aku beli novel? Dah habis baca pon! haha. mcm tak percaya je! haha.
Novel from Hlovate; tajuk dia Rooftop rant. Tak jiwang lah. Quite motivation gak untuk aku.
korang should check it out sometime eh. Worth a try lah. Lepas nih nak try cari novel dia tajuk aA+bB. Tajuk cam add math pon ade. hahaha!

K lah. enough babling! peace out guys. have a great new year! what ur resolution for next year? hahaha x)

P/s: to all yang rajin borak kat chatbox aq. so sorry taleh nak wat blog walking. laptop ade skit masalah lah. sorry guys. Thx A lot for viewing this page eh? :)

Ku takut kau hilang. - the times

2010-12-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum...

*tsk*

Ku takut kau hilang
Jadi bayang-bayang
Sesat dalam lurah yang gelap
Tiada udara
Ku takut kau hilang
Dalam ribut taufan
Entah mengapa cepat berubah
Ternyata kau lemah
Madu atau racun normamu
Bunuh saja kecil hatiku
Awan mendung telah berarak
Nafas mula segar kurasa dunia
Ku takut kau hilang
Karam di lautan
Dipukul ombak dihempas badai
Hilanglah arahnya

2010-12-24T04:47:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Can u believe me that im actually reading NOVEL!? Haha! The only novel i read before is only the phantom of the opera ang meniti kaca if im not mistaken. That was ages bfore yaw! Imagine how boredom change you! Haia

back to pages guys.

PM ERRR?

2010-12-23T12:31:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Today is 23rd dicember. A date to be remembered to those who are taking PMR prior. Congrate with whatever that you get. Congrate to my lil sister cause doin a good job. Im very proud of you, though i didnt express it to you. Bahaha. Me with my ego! :')

Cngrate to akak2 misi that finished with their LJM examination. I hope you guys did ur very best. Lets hope the result come out nice aite. Tahniah kak azie, kak nurul and amy. Nt blanja makan k? Haha.

Im counting days before the sem break is over. Im not bein productive enuff here. Doesnt touch my research at all. Thx to my lappy. I sure now the best time to rosak an! Rase cm nak rndam2 ko ngn clorox! Tahu? Huhu. K la guys. Hve a nice day. Chiow!

Al-Fatihah.

2010-12-17T14:51:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

30 minute after solat jumaat i got a text msge from nisa.
A very simple msge.

"Mak aku da takde"

a very simple msge that shock me. I know her feeling right now. Losing the one she love most. Trying to call her but she kept me on busy tone. Felt like going back to ipoh and pay my last respect to her mother. I wish i was nt broke this time of the month! Damn!

Anyway. Lets donate Al-fatihah to her late mother. With great condolence...

putrajaya.

2010-12-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum...

I am now at bgunan kementerian kesihatan in putrajaya. Agak pening gak nak cri tmpat haha. Nseb bek ad gps nak snior aq. Huhu.
We are here to settle his MA license. Tak sbr nak hbes. Hahaha. I hope i can get through my last semester! Phew!
Ok la. Dia dah settle. Kejap gak! Ingat kn lame. Huhu. Jom alamanda! Haha

TC.

2010-12-14T16:50:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

There are some issue with my friend. Her name is Nisa. I met her here in this blogspot. She also got a blog once. And we r bcming friend ever since.
But, there's smthng happen to her mother. She msg me just now and tell me that his mother hve breathng problem and now admitted to OT fr emergncy surgery.
I call her. She sound sad. Very! She is now in kuis, and got to go home asap. I wish u'll reach ipoh safe n sound. Sabar k Nisa? Aq doakan mak ko slamat. Insya Allah.

P/s: doakan Nisa and her mom the best eh. Be strong. Take Care!

Creep.

2010-12-14T03:51:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum.

Selamat pagi semua. Pagi yang gelap,sejuk and quite bising ngn kerenah budak2 ni. Haha. Sayang korang lah.
Im currently at parking ground infront of nasi kandar kedah.
Gle ramai org kat sini. Suma nak tgok arsenal kalah. Wahaha.

Okay. Korang ad tgok vid mat salleh commit suicide live in the ethernet?
Suicide cases nowadays are quite a big problem lah an? Even in our country. The statistic are increasing. Pergh.
Frightening isnt it! So if korang ad suicide tendecy, deppress. Haste! Seek for help. Ingat suicide itu trmasuk dlm dosa2 besar. Takot tak takot?
So manage ur stress wisely. Mental illness is a rising problem in our cmunity due to daily stress. So jgn malu or segan. If ad problem uh tu share ar ngn bestie,fmly,gf,bf sume. Sng jela kan? :)

btw, mybe ths sturday we r going to held a gathering together. But still in planning. Blueprint! Haha. Harap2 jd lah an?
P/s: susah gle kot nak posting gne phone. Haha!

Creep.

When you were here
before
Couldn't look you in
the eye
You're just like an
angel
Your skin makes me
cry
You float like a
feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin'
special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I
doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin'
special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I
doin' here?
I don't belong here
Oh, oh, oh, oh
She's runnin' out the
door
She's runnin' out
She run, run, run, run
Run
Whatever makes you
happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin'
special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I
doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

kluang.

2010-12-09T08:25:00.003+08:00

assalammualaikum...

Im now at ampang. Back to my place again.
Head home here quite late frm the others, they went home on friday. Reach here on monday oh yeah!
Sini mmg fun. But im broke! Haha. No money to fund my fun activity here. So here i am in the morning, thumb all over my small yari keypad of mine. Urgh! Miss my laptop already. Huhu.
Yeah! Sent my lappy for a minor surgery. Without her my boredom increases to another height! Dunno wat to do. And its always rainin and im stuck in da house jela. Huu.

Btw, im going Kluang tomorrow. For a weddng. One of my cikgu is finally gettn marry! Hoyea! Slamat pngantin bru ckgu Hafiz! Hoho.
Thats all fer now. My thumb is kinda tired playin round ths keypad. I want a real keyboard! Haha.

P/s: to keluang hume. Wait for us there. Insya allah :)

.

2010-12-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

uhhh. hye :)
tak tahu nape click new post td.
tgah skit jiwa kot? ahaha.
seriously tak tahu macam mane nak describe perasaan nih.
lately asyik termenung je, tapi kenapa tak thu lah plak.
nak kata something happen tak juga. everything just fine.
out of sudden aku jadi mcam kosong? erk? but when people crack a joke i'll be laughing too.
aiyo? bipolar ke?

If bipolar, mean that I'll be too happy or too sad, but in this case not?
hahaha.
whatever lah, maybe mmg kaum adam nih tak pandai nak express perasaan dorang.
ke aku je? haha :)

p/s: tak sbar nak balik Ampang. nak buang sume nih jauh2! shooooh shooooh! btw, Its december already!

Grenade Brunor Mars

2010-11-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

sad eh when people decide for you?
something that you dont like. your future.
felt like you been struck by lightning.

planned/forced marriage by parent? what say you?

p/s: saje je sentuh pasal nih. jgn tanye nape :)

presentation done.

2010-11-25T16:33:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum.
final stage done.
yeah!
akhirnya berjaya settlekan research ntuk sem 5.
so no more late night work lepas nih.
atleast for a while lah. huhu.

*bakal Penganti baru wohoo!*

so, after kne tahan kat sini lebih kurang seminggu lagi and we are free to go! atlast!
hoho. yes! :)

cawan, kolam and garam?

2010-11-24T15:33:00.003+08:00

source;http://www.iluvislam.com/inspirasi/motivasi/940-hati-sebesar-cawan-dan-hati-sebesar-kolam.html

"Aduhai, kenapakah hidup aku selalu dirundung malang begini..?" lelaki muda itu berkeluh-kesah. Selama hidupnya, dia tak pernah merasakan ketenangan yang sebenar. Hatinya tidak pernah sepi daripada merasakan kerisauan.

Fikirnya, Tuhan tidak pernah sudi meminjamkan kedamaian hati padanya. Dia sangat cemburu apabila memandang sekeliling. Mereka bebas ketawa dan mudah tersenyum. Tapi dia? Dia hanya mampu tenggelam dalam dunia sepi dan resahnya sendiri.

Hatinya tidak mampu mengisi segala masalah yang menghimpit jiwanya. Lalu, selepas lelah dan puas berfikir, suatu hari dia melangkah longlai menuju ke hujung kampung. Niat hatinya, ingin menemui seorang lelaki tua.

Saban hari, wajah lelaki tua itu sentiasa kelihatan tenang. Damai sentiasa bertamu diwajahnya. Dia ingin sekali meminta rahsia. Lalu, dia terus berperi kepada lelaki tua tersebut.

Masalah keluh kesah dan kerisauannya didengari lelaki tua itu sambil tersenyum. Lalu dia mengajak lelaki itu ke suatu tempat iaitu ke tepi sebuah kolam yang besar sambil membawa sebiji cawan dan dua bungkus garam. Lelaki itu mengikut, walaupun hatinya sedikit hairan.

"Anak muda," lelaki tua itu bersuara.

"Ambillah cawan ini, isikanlah air dan masukkanlah sebungkus garam," ujarnya lagi. Lelaki itu yang dalam kebingungan hanya menurut.

Cawan diambil, air diisi dan garam dimasukkan. Kemudian lelaki tua itu berkata lagi.

"Sekarang kamu minumlah air tersebut," dalam bingung yang masih bersisa, lelaki itu mengikut kata lelaki tua itu.

" Apa rasanya?" tanya lelaki tua itu apabila melihat kerutan di dahi lelaki tersebut.

" Masin!"

Lelaki tua itu tersenyum lagi.

"Sekarang, kamu masukkan pula sebungkus garam ini ke dalam kolam itu. Kemudian kamu hiruplah airnya."

Lelaki tua itu menunjukkan arah ke kolam. Sekali lagi lelaki itu hanya mengikut tanpa menyoal. Air dicedok dengan kedua belah tapak tangan dan dihirup.

"Apa rasanya, wahai anak muda?" soal lelaki tua itu.

"Tawar, tidak masin seperti tadi," lelaki muda itu menjawab sambil mengelap mulut.

"Anakku, adakah kamu memahami kenapa aku meminta kamu berbuat begitu tadi?" tanya lelaki tua itu, sambil memandang tepat ke arah lelaki tersebut. Lelaki itu hanya menggeleng. Lelaki tua itu menepuk-nepuk bahu lelaki tersebut.

"Anakku, beginilah perumpamaan bagi diri kita dan masalah. Garam itu umpama masalah. Cawan dan kolam umpama hati kita. Setiap orang mempunyai masalah, ditimpa masalah dan diuji dengan masalah. Tetapi, kalau hati kita sebesar cawan, maka kita akan merasai pahitnya masalah itu, pedihnya hati kita dan keluh kesahnya kita."

"Tetapi kalau hati kita sebesar kolam, masalah tidak akan mengganggu kita. Kita masih boleh tersenyum sebab kita akan mengerti masalah bukan hadir untuk menyusahkan kita. Masalah dianugerahkan untuk kita berfikir, untuk kita muhasabah diri. Masalah dan ujian akan memberi hikmah kepada kita."

"Anakku, itulah rahsiaku. Aku sentiasa berlapang dada, aku sentiasa membesarkan jiwaku, supaya aku boleh berfikir tentang perkara-perkara lain dan masih boleh memberi kebahagiaan padaku. Aku tidak akan sesekali membiarkan hatiku kecil seperti cawan, sehingga aku tidak mampu menanggung diriku sendiri."

Maka, pada petang itu lelaki itu pulang dengan senyuman yang terukir di bibir. Dalam hati, dia berjanji akan sentiasa membesarkan jiwa dan berlapang dada.

hoho. now I know! mesti hati aku se-besar mug jer? patut lah masin jer. huuu. kne usaha lebih nih :)

BLUEred

2010-11-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum,
ohh. finally feel like updating this blog.
Okesh.
Im just finish with my final,
not that great. the worst ever I think?
hahaha.
thats what you get when u play a lot and study like never. huuu
but past is past and looking forward to the future.
And... Presentation for our HSR await. fuhh. another agony.
I hope I can passed it really. My presentation is on this thursday.
fuhhh really need to push my luck!

cant wait till 4th dis. and all this dissapear, for a while! hoho.
gonna be RED! next sem! InsyaAllah yeah :)

Selamat Hari Raya Qurban

2010-11-17T05:30:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum.
you know what i woke up early today.
hahaha. my biological clock is kinda rosak cause of the exam prior.
but i crashes early last night!
anyway i would like to wish you all;
Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Adha,
enjoy and hayati erti perayaan ini, pengorbanan nabi2 terdahulu kerana Allah swt.
:)

p/s: im still in Ipoh, will be celebrating it here. huuu. kinda miss home already.
huhuhu

Neyo - One in a million

2010-11-15T09:55:00.005+08:00

Assalammualaikum,

morning guys. it's a refreshing monday. To me that is.
huhu :)
I'm kinda happy, euphoria right now. HAHA! Wonder how a simple call can change how you see the world. Thanks to her cause spare some time having a little conservation with me. I wish you all the best with what you'll be having in the future. Insya Allah. everthing will be just fine, gudluck with your coming STPM :) CHAYO!

Neyo - One in a million

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But i've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
But all the girls i've been with
Things i've seen and taste ?

I can be in love
But i just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but i don't see noone but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cos my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing i'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But i just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but i don't see noone but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

p/s: I wanted to be your one in a zillion, but I am not the best for you. but I am happy just the way we are now. heee

goin nut.

2010-11-12T18:17:00.002+08:00

Assalammualaikum,

Still in examination mood. Feeling very2 dissapointed in everything. I just want to finish this shit and press full throttle back home.
I dont know if im changed lately. I felt grumpy and irritated by the simplest thing. I know i didnt need to put this much rage at everything.
But I just cant describe it, the unaccomplish+fatigue+guilt feeling. Dunno what trigger this.
Arghhhh!

But dont worry, not 'that' severe! No need for admission to the lunatic assylum I hope! hahaha!
erk? Im laughing? duhhh... am I bipolar now? shuuutooooo!

p/s :Wish to turn back time and fix everthing wrong that i did... :|

Estet.

2010-11-07T14:55:00.002+08:00

jom pi tgok?! haha ;p

kanak2 dan imaginasi mereka X)

2010-11-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

hahaha!

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di GentingHighlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

xm

2010-11-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

RULES :

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question,

no matter how silly it sounds!

Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Ok, go!

5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note,

and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.

The answer to #20 is the Title of your note

1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

For the rest of my life - maher

2. How would you describe yourself?

7 days to the wolves - nightwish

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

seventeen forever- metro station

4. How do you feel today?

stop&stare - onerepub

5. What is your life’s purpose?

mencari malaysia - couple, errr? wth! ;D

6. What's your motto?

give me a sign - breaking benjy

7. What do your friends think of you?

second heartbeat - avenged

8. What do you think of your parents?

sufi - DAMASUTRA

9. What do you think about very often?

horseshoes and handgrenade - harijau

10. What is 2 + 2?

just a friend - too phat

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

excuse me - pesawat

12. What do you think of the person you like?

crush - david arch

13. What is your life story?

try - nelly furt

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

what u waiting for? miss nina?

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

i belong to u - muse

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

surah qaaf - syeikh hanie rifai? seriously?

17. What will they play at your funeral?

sassy girl chun yang lau tak silap. skli dye tulis koreaa daa ;p

18. What is your biggest fear?

Assalammualaikum - malique? haha

19. What is your biggest secret?

true - ryan cabrera

20. What will you post this as?

trippy - staind

tolong abaikan aku... tgah dilanda nervous breakdown ketika ini. exam is due, ape tak ready ag. research lagi! mmg stress jd plajar time ujung2 tahun nih. :)

the road not taken?

2010-11-01T00:55:00.003+08:00

Assalammualaikum...

frankly speaking, its a tiring day today.
fuhhhhh!
a journey to KL from Slim River and Slim River again.
Kan best lau ade orang wat kan a cup of nice iced milo.
HEAVEN!
hehehe.

I went to KL with a mission!
A mission to visit our penghulu in opthalmology ward in Hospital Kuala Lumpur.
He is Ayon!
A die hard liverpool fan, the romeo, the tough guy! the macho man! hahaha!
Yeah... he is doing well.
but, unfortunately he well leaving us.
Leaving our lovely group; the 23rd.
waaaa!
the bestest and sempoi penghulu ever!
T-T

But, thats the fact we need to swallow.
everything is not in our control.
we may planned, planning, making the blue print what so ever,
but Allah determine either it will happen or not.
:)

*get well soon Ayon!*

p/s: 200th post ;p

5five

2010-10-29T23:12:00.003+08:00

assalammualaikum...

cute kan cute kan? hahaha. cute but yet full with information.
check it yaw :)

cute an? percaya tak sekarang. hahaha. jambu gilaks aku nih x)

lau nak bace full entry click here :)

happy 2nd birthday dear blog!

2010-10-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

hey its ur bday! yaw3!
pejam celik, pejam celik dah 24 bulan blog nih beroperasi.
walaupun nothing interested here, i keep on writing my unworthy tought here,
even thoug I know dat people didnt read it, but yes. I am happy to have u around bloggie,
u has been my only places to just letgo of what im feeling.
luv u so much! :) happy 2nd birthday dear blog!

kfctmpm

2010-10-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum,

hari ni gaji but aq kecewa skit coz tak dapat makan satay rusa,
one of the MA's here planned to bring us to the place,
tapi apekan daya, busy lah plak malam nih.
time aku turun emergency td pon katil penuh ngn patient.
aku pun duk sebok ar tgok member aku shift petang dok wat suturing kat dak politeknik jatuh longkang.
sian kaki dia, jatuh ar duit hantaran.
hehe ;p

So, aq ngn hati kecewa *kecewa lah sngat* drive lah sorang menuju ker arah KL,
saje jer pon.
jalan punye jalan tersampai lah plak kat Tanjung Malim.
wondering jap kat pekan tuh. then terjumpa lah KFC.
hehehe.
apa lagi? serbu ar! huhu.

Once there, aku pun order lah ape yg patut,(waktu tuh dalam 10.30pm)

girl at the counter: Slamat datang, order cik?

me: ermmm... snack plate 1?spicy, dine in eh?

girl at the counter: er, spicy kne tunggu kejap leh? dalam 15minit?

me: err? lame ek? haha. urm tapela kasi original :)

girl at the counter: (dengan confiden menekan cash register uh) 1 dinner plate ya? (dah tekan bru tanye balik, haha)

me: haaa? saya mintak snack plate lah?

girl at the counter:(terdiam) .... ambik dinner plate jer lah eh? eh? eh? (dengan nada ayu, haha)

me: neleh, orang mintak snack plate.huhu

girl at the counter: sape suh salah order. huhu.

me: eh org cakap snack plate lah tadi. customer is always right.

girl at the counter: (terdiam guilty kot?)

me: tapela, dinner plate jer lah. huuu. (lari budget)

*ketang ketung ketang* siap, lepas tu dia buat take away. cisss!

girl at the counter: ok cik, RM12.10.

me: (aq pon hulur RM20. takde duit kecik)

girl at the counter: errr... 10 sen tade?

me: takde, orang budget mkn snack plate jer td. hahaha.

girl at the counter: hahaha. ok :)

Aku pun ngn perasan bercampur baur, grab and go. halfway ker entrance aku perasan tade air. trus meluru ker kaunter plak.

me: err... air takde eh? :) (smbil senyum cover coolness. hahaha)

girl at the counter: opps.. heee. sory, air ape cik?

me: orange.

girl at the counter: ni dia, hehe.

me: thx :) (senyum smbil annoyed)

Naik kete trus gerak Slim River balik,
agak pantas gak aku eh? member aq yg kuar mkn pon tak smpi dorm ag. hahaha.
so, lepas nih lau nak mkn kat kfc jgn pergi time nak dekat tutup.
workers dia tak alert, ingat umah kot?
hahaha!

p/s: ble ar nak start research nih. pening tol T_T. CME lagi. waaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2010-10-21T05:12:00.001+08:00

"For a crowd is not company; and faces are but a gallery of pictures; and talk but a tinkling cymbal, where there is no love."

Luck?

2010-10-17T13:11:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum.

hye everyone, hope you guys are enjoying your sunny weekend.
before our favourite monday come tomorrow.
it's already october, just in a blink of the eye it almost the end of this semester and the end of this year.
Just 2 month to go! Damn it!

As usual, im not really good with time management.
looks like last minute study as usual.
huuuu.
felt like my cranial pressure is increasing like nobody biz.
erkkk.

Lots of thing happen lately.
Yesterday, officially i became broke, bankrupt! haha!
yeah, i lost my wallet and all its content due to my careless.
argh!
lost my ID, driving license and cash.
what else can u ask for.
the wallet are present from my best friend, Sara.
tell her yesterday and she seem to be a lil bit dissapointed.
fuhhh. im freakin stress right now.
plus, im suffering from apthous ulcer now, maybe due to dehydration.
need to drink ton of water, my lips are getting dry T-T

wonder what waiting for me in the future?
more baddies? :')

Akeboshi - Wind

2010-10-16T05:30:00.004+08:00

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking like i was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice, though
But i didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me

Don't try to live so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry, with fakes or fears
'cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to live so wise,
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry, with fakes or fears,
'cos you will hate yourself in the end

You say dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say 'cos i still got my soul
Take your time baby
The road needs slowin'down
Reach yourself, before you bloom
Reflections of fear make shadows of nothing
-shadow of nothing-

You still are blind if you see winding road
'cos there's always a straight way to the point you see

Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry, 'cos your so right
Don't dry, with fakes or fears
'cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'cos you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cos your so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'cos you will hate yourself in the end

'cos you will hate yourself in the end
'cos you will hate yourself in the end
'cos you will hate yourself in the end

***

this song bring back memories,
kinda love this song a lot!
yeah if you are a die hard fan of naruto anime maybe u will remember this song.
it kinda soothing and motivate at the same time,
i remembered when I berebut2 dengan other sibling to watch this on air.
hahaha! secondary school was awesome!
I was not a good student after all, i was bold during that era,
i do what i want to do, but still nothing bad tho. haha.
i remembered hangout in the library but not because i was reading or etc,
but thats the best spot to volume up ur new 'low yat' mp3! it was hectic there!
making loud noises infront of the library adjacent to the principal and the teacher's office.
and yeah! we are invisible. dunno why. maybe we respect the teacher and the teacher respect us, in a special kinda way :)
skip classes during add math. Yups i only skip Add math classes. I hate math, I had a tagline during that day, "numbers and alphabet is suck when mixed together! what the hell with function and such! add math suck big time!"
and yeah! when the final bell rang! that was heaven! it's time to return home. But before that planned some activity to do in the evening, football? command qonquer? counter? haha!
i dunno when i ever do my reading and such? like neveeerrrr, haha!
DUDE Im missing the old days. :')
and maybe after sometime i will miss this; missing college? :)

time...

Verily...Man is in loss...

Except those who believe and do righteous good deeds, and recommend one another to the truth, and recommend one another to patience

Berani tak?

2010-10-10T17:41:00.001+08:00

Kepada Bf anak aku,

Peraturan 1: Kalo ko sampai kat pagar umah aku pastu dok hon…hon, pastikan ko bawak barang yang nak dihantar..sebab ko takkan ambik ape2 atau sesapa.

Peraturan 2: Jangan ko pegang2 anak aku depan atau belakang aku. Ko boleh pandang dia, selagi mata ko tak merayau lebih dari paras leher anak aku. Kalo ko takleh jaga tangan ko dari dok pegang2 anak aku..aku boleh tolong cabut dan jaga tangan ko kat umah..

Peraturan 3: Aku tau skang nih fesyen budak2 pakai seluar londeh sampai nampak boxer atau spender ko. Aku ni open-minded, so aku takkan suruh ko pakai seluar tu elok2 cam manusia normal. Tapi, bagi memastikan yang seluar ko takkan terbukak atau dibukak semasa ber’dating’ ngan anak aku, aku akan pakai stapler gun kat dalam laci aku nih untuk lekatkan seluar ko kat pinggang.

Peraturan 4: Aku rasa mesti ko tau pasal kempen seks ‘selamat’ yang omputih dok canang hari2 kat tv atau internet. Kalo tak pakai perlindungan cam kondom atau lain2, ko mungkin akan dapat penyakit yang mungkin membunuh ko satu hari nanti. Meh sini aku nak bagitau, kalo ngan anak aku ni, aku lah pelindung tuh..dan aku akan mendatangkan sakit kat tubuh badan ko dan kemungkinan besar akan bunuh ko jugak. Paham?

Peraturan 5: Biasalah kalo ko nak berkenalan lebih baik ngan aku ni sebagai calon bapak mertua ko..ko nak berbual pasal politik, pasal sukan atau lain2 topik semasa. Aku takmo dengar semua tuh. Satu jer topik yang aku minat nak dengar: bila ko nak antar anak aku balik ke umah ni semula? Dan jawapan yang aku nak dengar cuma: “Awal.”

Peraturan 6: Aku rasa ko ni hensem, popular kat kolej/pejabat ko, banyak peluang nak dating ngan aweks2 lain yang lagi kiut-miut..aku takde hal ngan kelebihan ko tu..selagi anak aku pon ok dengan kepopularan ko. Tapi, sekali ko dah couple ngan anak aku, ko jangan pandai2 cari pompuan lain sampai la anak aku dah bosan ngan ko atau dia break-off ngan ko. Kalo ko wat anak aku nangis, aku pulak akan wat ko nangis.

Peraturan 7: Sementara ko menunggu anak aku bersiap, jangan dok mengeluh kalo dia bersiap lama sangat. Kalo ko nak orang yang punctual, ko leh dating ngan mat askar. Kalo ko bosan menunggu kat luar tu, tolong le wat ape yang patut, cam basuh keta aku atau cat pagar umah aku ni.

Peraturan 8: Tempat2 berikut adalah dilarang sama sekali korang pergi dating; tempat yang ada katil, ada sofa, ada rumput atau apa2 tempat yang leh duduk2 atau baring2. tempat2 yang takde kehadiran orang tua, polis, tok imam. Tempat2 yang gelap. Tempat2 yang membolehkan korang berpegang tangan/menari atau bersukaria. Tempat2 yang panas sampai membuatkan anak aku terpaksa pakai tshirt takde lengan..pakai short skirt. Tempat yang sejuk sampai ko kena panaskan badan anak aku. Movie yang romantic, berunsurkan cium2 tu elakkan. Movie pasal seksa kubur atau hari kiamat dibolehkan.

Peraturan 9: Jangan sekali-kali menipu aku. Aku ni nampak jer perut buncit, kepala hampir botak, tapi aku akan tau semua pergerakan ko dari spy2 aku. Kalo aku tanya ko nak pegi mana, dengan sapa lagi yang join ngan korang, ko ada satu peluang jer nak jawab dengan benar, tiada yang tak benar melainkan benar belaka. Aku ada satu senapang patah, satu cangkul dan lima ekar tanah yang penuh hutan kat belakang umah aku ni. Selalunya aku dok menembak khinzir kat situ. Kalo aku tembak kepala ko kat belakang tu, takde sapa yang nak tanye. Jangan main2 ngan aku.

Peraturan 10: Ko patut takut ngan aku ni..kalo boleh biar sampai sangat2 takut. Aku ni dok teringat2 lagi peristiwa bukit kepong. Sampai skang kalo ada orang datang umah senyap2 pastu dok berbual kat laman aku nak tembak..aku ingatkan komunis. Nanti dah abih dating, sampai kat pintu pagar, bukak pintu kereta dan angkat dua2 tangan ko tinggi2. Cakap dengan jelas “saya datang antar anak pakcik”. Pastu terus blah. Tak payah masuk minum teh. Kilauan matahari yang ko nampak kat tingkap umah aku ni ialah teropong senapang sniper aku.

Sekian,
Yg ditakuti,
Bapak Kepada Gf ko.

p/s: tgah sakit hati, sape lah yg pg patah kan plate number aq! dah ar tgah pokai! huuuu

SMSes

2010-10-09T10:52:00.003+08:00

she:

ROSE HITAM utk musuh, PINK utk shabt istimewa,KUNING utk kwn,OREN utk seorg yg mengambil berat,PUTIH utk kwn baik,MERAH utk cinta, y mne satu awk bg kpd sy???

me:

I give u the colour of the rainbow :-)

she:

Mknenye wavelength merah pling pnjang.hehe.cintakan sy

me:

Owh. Entah lah tpulan pda con cell dlam retina mcm mane nk intepretasi. Hak3

she:

Huhu,msih xngaku g

me:

Well. Saye tak tahu nak ngaku ape. Huhu

*silent, no reply*

p/s: I know. tak jiwang pon. cam skema nak mapuh! ;p

2010-10-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

it was a journey,
kinda bring me the eustress that I've always wanted,
Im all smiling ear to ear.
still.
enjoy :)

YOU.

2010-10-02T20:28:00.001+08:00

i had a very pleasant evening today,
watched Magika with a bunch of people :)
the movie was ok, but u guys should wait till raya,
i bet it will be showing anywhere on astro.
haha!

It is a pleasant evening,
walking around JJ having a conversation together.
eating,cinema, hangout together.
it was fun~~
till something strike me.
it strike me HARD.

***

I was in a relationship before.
and yeah it didnt end well.
life is not easy for certain of us.
and i myself think it doesnt fair.
im experiencing it myself, even now!
even one of my sister said;
"dont try to be god firdaus, let it be"
but who am i to question god power?

I know im not a nice perfect boyfriend or whatever.
but i tried my best to help you.
I give all out to motivate you.
but if you doesnt want to change ur self? who will?
at certain time, i felt i have done enuff.
i felt so useless. i felt im not worthy.
trying to help you but i left myself in misery.
maybe that's why i put a stop in this.

SORRY... I know im GUILTY... you can say whatever you wanted to say bout me.
im already tarnished way before you came to my life.
so, I think i can manage this.
thanks a lot :)

p/s : i dont expect you to read this. bcoz you dont know i do blog. haha! :D

i luv the way u lie

2010-10-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

ind mal

2010-09-30T23:53:00.005+08:00

indonesia - malaysia?
why are we fightin?
duhhh -.-
so absurd,
'we' and 'you' called ourself "negara serumpun"?
so, it fit our logic if we do have lots of similiarities.
that's why we are called negara serumpun at the first place right?
so why argue if we(Malaysian) wear batik? eat rendang? Silat? is'it really yours(indonesia) solely?
try talk to our ancestor lah? maybe we and your ancestor is just sepupu sepapat. just divided by the ocean?!
common sense lah? You guys are so fanatic with all of ur so called national herritage and claiming everything is urs, so what do we have us? everything that we guys inherited from our ancestor is claim by you and we have nothing? NIL? duhhh!

So, fcuking tired with all your bullshit. Your provoking comment especially in youtube! try not to judge us whole! People are different and no one are the same? even clone! so, think deep. salam!

2010-09-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

one fella said that my blog is un'ceria'
darn!
u r fcuking true!
my blog didnt 100% picture my real life,
but, my life isnt that 'ceria' pun.
so to write 'ceria' my life need to be 'ceria' too kan?
so, people out there?
are u willing to cheer me up?
hahahaha

2010-09-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

We take for granted the things that we should be giving thanks for.

3:03

2010-09-25T21:48:00.007+08:00

Assalammualaikum,

3:03 am. still not in the bunk, drank 2 glasses of iced coffee before, and here i now :)
still not ready to sleep. Although I am kinda tired because of the journey yesterday.
attending my friend open house in Tapah and Sungai Siput.
Eating like no tomorrow there, yela makan free kan? kui2!

And yeah! Liverpool draw and Arsenal loses! kehehe.
Jangan marah yaw!

Still im kinda happy today because i manage to ventilate by sharing my problem with a friend who having the same problem like me thru ym.
Thx S*l*.
You make my day!

wishing everyone of u a GREAT day! :)

Avenged Sevenfold - TensionLyrics

I wake up every morning, bright and early
Roll out of bed but I'm never quite alone
Tension is pulling me in all directions
And all of these problems use me as their own
Sometimes the pressure will just drive you crazy
At any time I could explode
I need some piece of mind, it's got me tired
Don't wanna lose it, but I'm turning down that road

I need a moment 'cause I've spread myself to thin
We all need a moment in our live
Works hard, the days too long
And that's just where it begins
Tension has had us all this time

I sit in traffic every single morning
Just as I arrive, I'm slaving to the grind
Making the money so I feed my family
But I can't raise them, 'cause I ain't got the time
I got no free days on my busy schedule
I turn the page and it's the same
Don't like my situation, you don't either
Don't wanna look back scared, I'm working life away

I need a moment 'cause I've spread myself to thin
We all need a moment in our live
Works hard, the days too long
And that's just where it begins
Tension has had us all this time

But every now and then
I drive alone
An open road
Hot summer days
A gentle breeze that feels alright
Home alone
And I can't feel the pain
Only strength
Enjoy the sights
I feel alive
When actually here just feels alright
Far from home

I need a moment 'cause I've spread myself to thin
We all need a moment in our live
Works hard, the days too long
And that's just where it begins
Tension has had us all this time

avenged sevenfold - Strength Of The World Lyrics

2010-09-25T10:39:00.001+08:00

My story starts the day they said "she can't be found"
the news so dark, heart stopped, stood silent without a sound
It's over, she's finished, mother lies with your father and sister too
Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you
Sorrow swallows my screams

Strength of the world! - is on my shoulders
Strength of the world! - is on my side
Strength of the world! - the one true beholder
Ice in my veins! - for those who've died

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
There's nothing left to say

Avenged the dead killed all who cross me in my path
Suicidal, I've never planned on coming back
I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth
Need nothin', to feel power, and bring the killers to their knees
Nothin' to lose vengeance to gain (you know I'll never be the same)
So taste my breath I'm close behind you (so desperate on your final day)
Sorrow swallows my screams

Strength of the world! - is on my shoulders
Strength of the world! - is on my side
Strength of the world! - the one true beholder
Ice in my veins! - for those who've died

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
There's nothing left to say

Sitting in silence with heaven above me I prayed every night by their graves
While I search for closure I feel it no longer
I can't turn my cheek away
I stand before you , I'll sin when I have to
But now I leave your side, to avenge my family's pride

I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life
There's nothing left to say

Strength of the world! - is on my shoulders
Strength of the world! - is on my side
Strength of the world! - the one true beholder
Ice in my veins! - for those who've died

So far forever now alone, a greater punishment on me has been imposed
A killer falling from the light, I miss my family, I'll never be alright

Thats all that she wrote

pos#itive.

2010-09-19T21:37:00.001+08:00

got practical tomorow,
darn!
so not into it!
may I skip it tomorow? I hope soo!
T_T